princess is talking

today is a bad day and I hate this day.

I was so sad in the morning,

and I need some fresh air.

so I went to the mall alone and entertain myself.

I was walking alone, playing games around.

even he tried find my self,

I was so sad and I was standing there,

remembering the 30th september's tales.

and I stand for a long time.

I wish that he can appears in front of me,

I was wait for many hours and I found nothing.

I felt so empty.

when I back to the place where I belong,

he tried to find myself.

I took the things and went out again.

the tears drops easily.

and I don't even care if the pedestrians can look at my tears.

he was keep texting me,

and there were more more my sadness fall away.

I was hoping those sadness will fly away,

burn its self.

I met a friend when I was on my way and I went to her place.

we was talking so much,

but I can't burried the sadness =(

so I asked for her permission to borrow her toilet which I can use it for take a bath.

but it wasn't run well.

I was always crying when the water came out from the shower.

and I even don't know where is the tears and where's the water.

all that I can feel is, the water is so salty.

my heart is keep crying =""""(((((((

and I was thinking that I SO MUCH NEED HIMMMM.

I WAS SO STUPID FOR SAYING THOSE THINGS =((((((((((((((

I'M SO SORRY.

AND I HOPE WE'LL BACK AS USUAL.

I WANNA HUG YOU! =(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((